I wanted to take a moment and ask all of my Jesus loving prayin mama's out there to give me a shout out today when speaking with HIM.
Yesterday while getting ready to take a shower I noticed my incision was gushing so I called the Doc on call and she sent me into the ER but found no openings or anything so they let me go with an antibiotic. Well a little after dinner time I started getting the chills, took a nap and woke up with a 101 degree temp and ended up back in the ER.
I have been here ever since with my incision being packed and then poked and prodded some more, multiple iv's, cat scan and all to not even really know what this infection is. It is so frustrating and I can't help but cry about every 10 min because this is not how child birth was supposed to go, I was supposed to be sitting at home with my baby recovering while friends and family helped us and oooo and awww'd over her.
I am frustrated and upset but most of all I'm missing out on precious hours with my newborn Lydia. I am thankful for our supportive family and for all they have done, she is in good hands but unfortunately those hands are not mine.
Thanks for the prayers and the thoughts in advance, you have all become a great support system for me and I appreciate it soooo much!
Hope you all had a good Mother's Day, especially the newbies, you deserved it!
1 comment:
oh my gosh allison. i teared up reading this. i'm so sorry!! i can't imagine what you're experiencing right now. i hope they figure out what's up with your incision and send you home to recover with lydia. i am definitely praying for you and thinking about you often. this definitely sucks right now. i didn't have this type of traumatic thing going on but i definitely know what it feels like to EXPECT something and then it go the complete OPPOSITE. thinking of you.
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