So I've been struggling with this restlessness/unfufilled feeling since I returned to work 3 weeks ago. I feel as though God is pulling at my heart strings and telling me there is more for me than this that maybe he has another plan for me and that is why I am feeling this way. Well God I am trying to shut up and listen (as my priest once said we should do more of) I have tried to stop talking so much about what I want, what I need, what my family needs and listen for what you want for us and follow your plan! So God... I am listening.
I don't know if this unfulfilled feeling came from being so fulfilled while staying at home with my little munchkin that nothing feels as good or if it's because I've been in my job for 3 years, I'm 25, a new mom and feel I need a change in order to be a happier, more productive, successful wife and mommy.
Maybe it's God's way of saying, I gave you this magnificent miracle and now it's time to buck up and walk closer to me Allison, I have missed you and I will show you the way I have planned for you, if only you would open your heart and listen.
Well God, I am listening!
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