Thursday, October 27, 2011
3 Weeks
3 weeks... it's been 3 weeks since I cried tears of happiness and relief as I heard a heart beat and saw a new life inside me. It's also been 3 weeks since I knew that baby was not mine to keep, it's been 3 weeks since my baby became my angel baby.
3 weeks and I am strong and ready to try again. I am ready to bring another life into this world, I am ready to try again knowing I have NO CONTROL over the future of the little life inside me, knowing it could all end this way again. I can do what I can to take care of myself and love myself enough to give that life a safe place to grow and develop but my GOD he is in ultimate control of these babes of mine. I will trust in him and his timing.
3 weeks and I think of that sweet life everyday, I probably will most days for the rest of my life and that's ok.
Sweet baby of mine you made me stronger, gave me more faith in our God, just as your sister Lydia did when she was born. We will meet you again one day baby in heaven with our Father who is loving you from heaven today and forever.
10.06.11
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4 comments:
Oh, I am so sorry for your loss. Praying for you. <3
I am so so sorry for your loss :(
Perfectly said. I'm so glad that you are finding some healing in the midst of grief. You are in my prayers often!
oh my ... i am so sorry i did not know about this until now ... my heart goes out to you ... and we will see our sweet babes again ... i find much peace in that! {{{HUGS}}}
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