35 Weeks

35 Weeks...4 to go.

I would be lying if I said this part of pregnancy is easy because it's actually really really hard. The baby is sitting in my ribs so my right side hurts probably 90% of the day, I can't breath...it feels like I was holding my breath under water for a really long time and then took a gulp of air, my belly feels so tight sometimes I swear this baby is just going to kick right through it, I have heartburn like woah and I can't really sleep between the rib pain and constant peeing.

I feel like a pretty crappy mom these days too, thank goodness for Netflix for kids because Lydia gets to watch a lot more variety of tv this way. She has become a complete daddy's girl because well mom sucks and I sit on the couch or watch from my raft or step in the pool, no swinging her around or throwing her up in the air for me. I hope she realizes how much I miss doing that stuff with her. 

All that to say, I am thankful for this blessing and miracle of pregnancy. I'm hoping to make it the full 4 weeks to my scheduled c-section date and then kiss the face off this sweet little peanut that has me wishing for 2 a.m. feedings and pacing to whatever late night tv is on.